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Ee Mungu.

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jamani nini?

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Msaada! Msaada!

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Msaada!
Msaada!

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Msaada! Msaada!

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Msaada!

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Sawa.

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Sawa.

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Habari, Dk. Strauss.

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Lo, jina langu ni Gene Bollinger.

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Nilikuwa na matumaini
ili kuanza katika kozi

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ya matibabu ya kisaikolojia.

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Nilidhani unaweza
kunisaidia

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na baadhi ya matatizo yangu.

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Kwa hivyo, uh, ndio.

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Nadhani nitakupigia tena,
uh, ikiwa ni sawa.

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Mimi ni mgumu kidogo kufikia.

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Ndio, sawa, asante.

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Habari, ni Shoshana.
Acha ujumbe.

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Halo, mpenzi. Ni Baba.

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Kuingia tu.

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Niko kwenye vikao hadi saa 8:00.

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Kwaheri.

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Nikusaidie nini, Gene?

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Baba yangu alinishinda.

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Sana, uh, nilipokuwa mtoto.

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Na nadhani ilinikera.

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Hilo ni jambo gumu
kupitia.

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Ulisema ilikukera.

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Kwa njia zipi?

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Njia zote.

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Kama kwamba sijaridhika.

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Sina maisha mazuri ya kijamii.

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Nakasirika.

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Hiyo ni aina ya kitu
unasaidia watu, sawa?

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Ndiyo.

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Kwa hivyo, nilisoma kitabu chako.

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- Ulifikiri nini?
- Ilikuwa nzuri.

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Nilidhani, unajua,
huyu jamaa ni mtaalam wa kweli.

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Naam, nimekuwa nikifanya
muda mrefu.

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Pole kwa hasara yako.

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Hiyo ni nini
watu wa kawaida wanasema, sivyo?

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Inajisikiaje
kwa wewe kusema?

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Ni tu, um...

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inaonekana tu
ninachosikia watu wanasema.

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Lakini ninamaanisha.

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Naam, hiyo ni
sehemu muhimu.

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Gene, nilitaka kukuuliza

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kuhusu miwani yako ya jua.

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Nadhani inaweza kuwa
wazo zuri kwako

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kuziondoa, ili tuone
kila mmoja bora.

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Nina matatizo ya macho.

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Oh, kuna nini?

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Nuru inawaumiza.

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Wao ni oversensitive.

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Je, umemwona daktari kuhusu hilo?

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Madaktari wawili.

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Naam, tumepitwa na wakati.

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Huo si mstari wangu?

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Ninajaribu kutunza
ya mahitaji yako tena, si mimi?

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Nafikiri hivyo.

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Alinipiga.

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Wakati wote.

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Unaposema "wakati wote,"

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unaweza kuwa zaidi
maalum kuhusu hilo?

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Mzuri sana wakati wote.

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- Asante.
- Asante sana.

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- Alan, karibu.
- Chaim, habari yako?

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Baruch Hashem.

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- Wewe?
- Mimi ni mzima, asante.

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Nitakuwa nyuma.

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Sawa.

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- Habari, Ezra.
- Habari, Baba.

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Je, ni gitaa la Mama?

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Niliona unapaswa kuwa nayo.

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Wewe ndiye pekee
katika familia inayocheza, kwa hivyo ...

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Sichezi tena.

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Hiyo ndiyo yote, kwa sababu ungetarajia
mtu yeyote kuokoa punda wake mwenyewe,

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lakini afadhali afe
kuliko kumtumia kama kisingizio chake,

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- kama, uh, aibu yake.
- Nadhani

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Kweli nimesikia
huyo hapo awali.

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Kweli, ni classic.

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Unajua, Gene,
Nimekuwa nikifikiria.

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Imekuwa muda

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tangu tuanze
kuzungumza pamoja.

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Na nimegundua kuwa ...

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wewe si kweli
kujifungua kwangu.

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Kila nikiuliza
kwa hadithi au maelezo,

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una tabia
kupata aina isiyoeleweka

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au unaanza kuniambia

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kuhusu nyimbo za nchi
kwamba wewe kama.

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Na nimeona
kwamba mimi mwenyewe ninahisi

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kuchanganyikiwa kidogo
kwa mchakato huu.

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Na ninashangaa
kama unajisikia hivyo pia.

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Kawaida wakati mtu mmoja anahisi
kwa njia hiyo, ni aina ya kuheshimiana.

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sijui.

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Nadhani haifanyi kazi
jinsi ilivyokuwa kwenye kitabu chako.

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Gene, kwa utaratibu
kwa mchakato huu kufanya kazi,

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lazima uweze
kuniambia mambo

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ambayo si rahisi kusema.

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Kuwa muwazi na mkweli.

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Labda sijakatwa kwa hili.

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Maana nina...najaribu.

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Kweli... najaribu.

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Kwa uzoefu wangu...

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mtu yeyote ambaye amefika hapa,

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ambaye amefanya uchaguzi
kuja kwa matibabu

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na endelea kupiga nyundo
kwenye mambo magumu...

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wanaweza kusaidiwa.

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samahani sana. Najua hii ni mbaya.

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Nitarudi mara moja.

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Gene, nini kinaendelea?

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I mean, nini jamani?!

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Niruhusu nitoke nje,
niache nitoke hapa.

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Acha nitoke hapa
sasa hivi, Gene!

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- Jeni!
- Unachukua rahisi.

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Jana usiku ulikuwa ukipiga kelele.

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Tuko msituni huku nje.
Hakuna mtu karibu.

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Najua jinsi unavyokasirika.

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Bila shaka. Mtu yeyote angekuwa.

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Hii sio mbaya kama inavyoonekana.

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Ni mbaya, najua ni mbaya, lakini
Mimi tu, ninahitaji tu msaada wako.

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Angalia...

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Sijui unafikiria nini
unafanya, lakini hii ...

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hii...

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Fungua mnyororo huu wa ajabu.

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Hivi sasa. Ninamaanisha, Gene.

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Gene, sikiliza,
inabidi unisikilize.

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Ninatambua kuwa kuna
kitu ndani yako

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hiyo inakuambia
kwamba hili ni wazo zuri...

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Najua, si—sio hasa
kwamba ni wazo zuri,

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Ninatambua hilo.

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Lakini, unajua,
Sina chaguzi,

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na nadhani kweli
kama tunaweza kuzungumza tu,

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mapenzi haya, haya yatakuwa sawa.

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- Sawa-ish.
- Lazima nikusaidie kuona

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kwamba hii si sahihi.

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Kunitisha hivi ni makosa.

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Huna budi kuliona hilo.
Najua unaweza kuliona hilo.

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Ninafanya, najua, najua,

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lakini ... sikuwa napata
popote katika matibabu.

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Ulisema hivyo mwenyewe, sawa?

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Na nadhani ninajua kwanini.

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Unaona, si—singeweza...

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Sikuweza kukuambia kwa kweli
ukweli ofisini kwako.

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Lakini hapa, hapa ... naweza.

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Hapana, hapana, hapana, hapana.

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Hii-hii-hii si nzuri
kwa yeyote kati yetu, Gene.

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Inabidi turudi ofisini kwangu
na mfanyie kazi pamoja

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kabla ya hii kupata
zaidi nje ya mkono.

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Haya ni mabaki kutoka Maruti,
ambayo ni mojawapo ya vipendwa vyangu.

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Inashangaza vizuri
kwa kifungua kinywa.

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Hii ni Chana palak.

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Weka baadhi ya hii juu yake.

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Hii ni sabzi.
Ni nzuri na hii.

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Kwa ajili ya Mungu, Gene, Gene!

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Jina langu ni...

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Jina langu kwa kweli ni Sam.

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Pole.

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Ni muhimu kula.

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Sitakula.

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Jeni... Sam.

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Inabidi unisikilize.

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Ninasikiliza.

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Ninasikiliza.
Najua jinsi ya kusikiliza.

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Ninaelewa...

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hii inasikitisha kwako.

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Ninapata hilo.

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Inatisha kidogo,

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lakini hii ndiyo njia pekee
kwamba naweza...mimi...

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Nahitaji msaada. Nataka msaada.

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Ninakuomba, kwa msaada.

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Ulisema tiba haiwezi kufanya kazi
kama sina ukweli.

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Ninajua uko sawa, kwa hivyo ...

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Mm-mm. Hapana.
Hapana, huelewi.

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Sijui, sidhani kama unajua
unanifanyia nini.

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Ninatambua inaweza kukuchukua
muda kidogo

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ili kutumika
kwa kinachoendelea hapa.

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Chochote kinachokusumbua,

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tunaweza kushughulikia, lakini sio hapa.

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- Sio kama hii.
- Dk. Strauss, nina matatizo makubwa zaidi

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kuliko wagonjwa wako wengine.

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Nina kulazimishwa...

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kuua watu.

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kulazimishwa?

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Yeah, mimi kufanya hivyo.

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- Sam...
- Simaanishi mara moja au mbili tu.

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Kila baada ya muda fulani mimi tu...

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fanya hivyo.

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Na hii imeendelea tangu wakati huo,

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uh, kwa muda mrefu.

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Na najua nimechoka.

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Nimesoma vitabu vyote,

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karibu kila kitu kuhusu,
watu kama mimi,

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watu wanaofanya mambo haya,
na siwezi...

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Nataka kuacha.

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Na ninajaribu sana.

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Ninajaribu sana sasa hivi,

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lakini kuna mtu huyu,
kuna mtu huyu,

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na nataka tu...

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kwa miezi sasa...

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Lo, lakini sijafanya hivyo.

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Maana mimi...

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Lo, kwa sababu siwezi.

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Sasa, wewe, laiti ungejua

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ilikuwaje
kuishi hivi.

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Sio kama wanavyosema.

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Kweli? Ambapo yuko kama ...

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Umeona
Ukimya wa Wana-Kondoo?

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Ambapo yuko kama roboti.

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Sio hivyo.

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Jeni.

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- Sam.
- Sam.

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Fungua mnyororo huu.

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Nitatoka hapa
na nirudi ofisini kwangu.

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Hapana, tayari tumejaribu.

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Haikufanya kazi bila mimi
kukuambia ukweli.

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Itakuwa tofauti
sasa nimejua ukweli.

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Utakuja ofisini kwangu
siku mbili, tatu kwa wiki.

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Siwezi kukusaidia kama hii.

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Hii ni kwenda tu
kuifanya kuwa mbaya zaidi.

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Niache niende.

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Najua itabidi unigeuze.

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Hapana, hapana, hapana, hapana.
Nisingelazimika kukugeuza.

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Kisheria, kimaadili,

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isipokuwa uliniambia ulikuwa
kwenda kufanya uhalifu mwingine,

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Naweza kufanya kazi na wewe.

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Kila kitu umeniambia
hadi sasa ni siri.

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Nitafanya uhalifu mwingine.

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Najua mimi si wa kawaida.

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Lakini sijisikii kichaa.

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mimi si...

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Najua hii lazima iishe, sawa?
Hii ina kuacha.

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Mimi tu, sijui jinsi gani.

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Hii sio njia.

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Naam...

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samahani.

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Kweli, wewe ndiye bora zaidi.

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Nilikutana na watatu tofauti
Madaktari wa Kiyahudi.

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Nilikuchagua wewe.